Jax’s Workshop

I’ve been yearning and dreaming of mountains for a while now.  It’s not just the beauty of the mountains, I believe, but the year round availability of cool weather which I desperately miss.  Living in Texas for so long has thrown me even further out of balance.  From what I can figure out, at the most basic I have need to disperse heat according to chinese medicine.  I don’t know how I can do that here.  Even as I talk about this right now I feel tension and that isn’t helping.  I’m going to attempt to shift my focus so I can go to bed in peace and help this process along.  I’m just going to make a list of good feeling statements for now to counter the negative thoughts.

1. There don’t need to be many jobs available to move, just one – the one for me.

2. I didn’t feel confident coming into my current job, but I was able to get that job and get out of a previous bad experience.  There’s no reason why I can’t do that again.

3. When I allow the universe to move at its pace, things work out well.

4. I have always trusted my path, and it has always worked out for me.

5. I am able to breath and relax, releasing tension.

6. Wouldn’t it be nice if I could find the perfect job opportunity soon?

7. Wouldn’t it be nice if I could find some patience? lol

8. While I wait, wouldn’t it be nice to dream of beautiful places every night?

9. Wouldn’t it be nice if we had a cold snap so I got some relief from the heat?

10. Wouldn’t it be nice to take a shower right now?  Yep. And that’s something I can control, so I will do that now. hehe

I still feel some internal tension, actually it’s anxiousness, but I do feel better.